sorry

Sorry it's been a while a lot has happened. fo those of you who read my early live journals you know i liked kendra wel becase james and I fighting she and I no longer talk. I swore into the army national guard. and now i'm uncle sam's bitch for 8 years unless i reup and make a career out of it. I am still in north carolina and may have found a better job. I quit my job at the cafe because of the ass hole boss. I have fale hard for a girl up here and as allways I got fucked over by her. She is still seeing her last boyfriend wh is married and has other girl friends on the side. What ever fuck it. I ea I still fo some odd reaso love her but she fucked me over bad. Anyways I ay stay here or go back to florida I don't know. I'm supposed to dhip for basic taining in march of 06 but because of this I may just go in august but I got to go so bye